SkunaFuna and other things that fall outta my head

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Emotional Outpouring


So, It’s been a little while since I’ve written and it’s time to update. And now is the perfect time to do that.
I had a very emotional day today. So much so that I was emotionally drained by it. But it was for good reasons. I saw one of the most heart wrenching movies that I have ever laid my eyes on. I had emotions flowing out of me at such a pace that I didn’t even have time to identify them. All from just a movie. A movie that hits very close to home. This movie doesn’t mirror my life, or one of the characters sound like me. But it does bring up a lot of emotions and questions about me as a person. You know that it’s a good movie when it makes you question your reality and what you take as just everyday ordinary occurances.
I can’t believe that a movie could make me this emotional. Sure, I saw Titanic 4 times, and cried harder and harder every time that I saw it. But there was a lot going on in my life at that time, and it seemed so poignant. Go figure!


I try my best to make you happy
But I end up hurting you with fierce blows
You try to comfort me
But I just turn and say no

You were there for so many firsts
And so many good times
I wish you were still here with me
to make me feel just fine

I pretend that I’m ok
and just smile like a clown
Knowing that the only thing I really want
is to just have you around

I sometimes wonder and think
Where I’ll be in a few years
And if I’ll have the blessing
Of having you so near

I want you to know
That I love you too much
And that you’ll always be with me
With an everlasting touch
I

1 Comments:

  • What's this? Cj is writing in his blog? And it's GOOD!? I'm proud of you, I'm happy that you saw Brokeback, welcome to the club. Awesome that you bought the short story, it's short so you can read over and over again. I wish that I would have seen it with you. Have a safe trip...
    -Jose

    By Blogger Divafina, at 12:31 PM  

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